Well then...
I knew he still cared, he finally caved. Even though I knew he still cared it was quite a shock. Still is, but I feel whole again and normal so that is nice, not to mention even though he is a dope he is my dope and it's why I care for him. I dunno. I am taking next semester off for those of you who care. I need time to recoup my financial situation and be a little more organized. I may be in school forever...but then what's one semester? I dunno. I hate working but I need to. I want a full time 11 dollar an hour monday through friday job and I am going to get it. Save money and get financial aid in order, then come back next fall and not be all stressed about money and I will then have a better understanding of how to acquire finan aid and loans. Hooray! I kinda feel like I'm giving up takign a semester off after only a year but I am not giving up and it is I think, the best thing for me to do and the right thing for me to do.