Stress Issues
My Dad is currently in the hospital, and they aren't sure what's wrong with him. He was supposed to come up here to visit today. I am internally freaking out. I spent the first half of the afternoon feeling sick, trying to sleep, and then needing to move somewhere, anywhere. I finally wrote about how I felt like my brain would explode and splatter all over the inside of my skull, and the sick feeling stopped. So I got some soup and foccaccia for dinner. Then I downed a chocolate bar. And a slice of cheesecake. Its the stress that's making me eat, and its bad. I called Marie and my brother and they said that Dad seems better, and that he'll be okay, and that I shouldn't worry or drive down. But its awful staying up here just waiting. I hope that he gets better soon.