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everything begans with an indiscriminate noise by way of airflow. sigh, um, ughh, ahhh, eeee.
that is essentially how i began and conclude everything.
san fran was lovely. i wore tanks tops everyday and no sunscreen and now i am tan, but stephie will not declare 'i'm going to get skin cancer from looking at you' or something. i stared and stared at the sand and the burnt grass and the elefant seals with their undulating blubber from slow mighty movement. i stared up steep hills and low valleys with crowded apartments and housing. i didn't try to grip onto anything with bloodless knuckles and i guess the whole vaction was one long exhale of breath.
now i'm home. walking to the car last night in the airport parking lot with the large open sky and wet wet warm humidity rushing every pore on my body, i wanted to let the whole atmosphere evaporate me. i didn't really care to be a person or an individual anymore. i just wanted to be absorbed, but instead i inhaled to make everything a part of me.
i wish i could sleep outside. sleepover in my backyard sometime?
anyhow, call me. i'll let you take me out.
that is essentially how i began and conclude everything.
san fran was lovely. i wore tanks tops everyday and no sunscreen and now i am tan, but stephie will not declare 'i'm going to get skin cancer from looking at you' or something. i stared and stared at the sand and the burnt grass and the elefant seals with their undulating blubber from slow mighty movement. i stared up steep hills and low valleys with crowded apartments and housing. i didn't try to grip onto anything with bloodless knuckles and i guess the whole vaction was one long exhale of breath.
now i'm home. walking to the car last night in the airport parking lot with the large open sky and wet wet warm humidity rushing every pore on my body, i wanted to let the whole atmosphere evaporate me. i didn't really care to be a person or an individual anymore. i just wanted to be absorbed, but instead i inhaled to make everything a part of me.
i wish i could sleep outside. sleepover in my backyard sometime?
anyhow, call me. i'll let you take me out.