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[girlinmidair]

am scared of a lot of things, and
can't decide of what to do exactly --
mostly about where i will live next fall
and how to explain everything
and how to just be okay
and how to stop worrying about so much.

it snowed a bit earlier this week --
it was refreshing... and calming,
but shit.
i really am loathing winter.
i want sticky summer nights and grass again.




i love you all.