Ramblings
I have been super restless.
So I planned a day at home but then fancied some time in town.
Today nothing has fucked me off.
I have no apologies to make...result.
Have I got any fears? Only the usual really. My son's slept in until 12.30 and I was worried they were dead. This is probably a fear I have to work on. I can get paralized with it.
I also feel really fat. I think it is in my head that I have gained weight. I really hate body dismorphia.
Oh and I applied for a job using the wrong job description. FML! It took two hours!!!! At least I don't have to sit around obsessing about if I am successful enough as I have ballsed up the application from the off .
I didnt really want to work for Your Homes Newcastle anyway.
I think I still owe them back rent so probably for the best 🤣
So I planned a day at home but then fancied some time in town.
Today nothing has fucked me off.
I have no apologies to make...result.
Have I got any fears? Only the usual really. My son's slept in until 12.30 and I was worried they were dead. This is probably a fear I have to work on. I can get paralized with it.
I also feel really fat. I think it is in my head that I have gained weight. I really hate body dismorphia.
Oh and I applied for a job using the wrong job description. FML! It took two hours!!!! At least I don't have to sit around obsessing about if I am successful enough as I have ballsed up the application from the off .
I didnt really want to work for Your Homes Newcastle anyway.
I think I still owe them back rent so probably for the best 🤣