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Today, today, today...
I'm bored. I'm at my friend's house hanging out while their gone getting something to eat. I cleaned the kitchen since I left a lot of things out on the counter when I was here last night and passed out, and now I have nothing to do and I'm bored....
Blah blah blah
I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to do for the rest of the day. My friend Chris that just got beck to the US from Germany in August is in town for the weekend and I want to hang out with him, but on the other hand I'm tired and I don't really want to do anything.
This guy gave me his phone number in rush hour last week, I called him and we were talking about going to Avalon tonight (I think Saturdays are Salsa night) but every time I think about going out with him (or anyone for that matter) I feel like I'm going to throw up...
I don't think it matters what Phil does, I'm just not going to be comfortable with it unless we're divorced.
My friend Bonnie said she thinks I should go... part of me really wants to, and another just gets sick thinking about it. Even when I dated before I got married I knew the guys for a while first, this feels very sudden... I don't know maybe I'm just too high-strung.
I just want to go out dancing with a bunch of friends, have a good time, no pressure or anything you know? But god forbid I actually get more than 2 of my friends in a room together at the same time...
Anyways I'm gonna go figure out what to do...
I'm bored. I'm at my friend's house hanging out while their gone getting something to eat. I cleaned the kitchen since I left a lot of things out on the counter when I was here last night and passed out, and now I have nothing to do and I'm bored....
Blah blah blah
I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to do for the rest of the day. My friend Chris that just got beck to the US from Germany in August is in town for the weekend and I want to hang out with him, but on the other hand I'm tired and I don't really want to do anything.
This guy gave me his phone number in rush hour last week, I called him and we were talking about going to Avalon tonight (I think Saturdays are Salsa night) but every time I think about going out with him (or anyone for that matter) I feel like I'm going to throw up...
I don't think it matters what Phil does, I'm just not going to be comfortable with it unless we're divorced.
My friend Bonnie said she thinks I should go... part of me really wants to, and another just gets sick thinking about it. Even when I dated before I got married I knew the guys for a while first, this feels very sudden... I don't know maybe I'm just too high-strung.
I just want to go out dancing with a bunch of friends, have a good time, no pressure or anything you know? But god forbid I actually get more than 2 of my friends in a room together at the same time...
Anyways I'm gonna go figure out what to do...