i think i amalergic to Hamden
Ahhhh I will have to make this one a short one because i am running out of time before work. last night I trained anothr day at Applebee's i really need to start ringing in the orders!!!! all i did was bus tables and seem busy because I understand how to wait on a table i just get bored waiting on my training to get an order to ring in so i wonder off to stay busy and miss out everytime she actually does get an order. The people there seem ok although everyone talks about them like they are really mean...as in each worker is like...." watch her/them they are bitches" i have just tried to do my own thing so that i don't get caught up in all that petty shit. I am pretty good at that for the most part. There is a woman who lived in las vegas for about 15 years she's been in ohio 6 months. she said she liked it ok... but she has like 45 kids haha.
Scott worked the night shift and made about 30 dollars, at max and ermas. I felt totally horrible for him. he was grouchy on the way home so we really didn't speak. We didn't speak much of the night actually. i didn't want to put him into a worse mood so i just let him be. I wanted to go on and on about how much the customers around here suck when it comes to tipping but i didn't want to add to the fire. On the way home i just kept thinking about why things seem to never work out. I mean why can't he just get paid normal. I mean WHY i just pictured us making not even enough money to pay my bills here and just havng to leave! UGHHH it would be so much better if we were at least making money while hating it here. I can't complain to mom cause she has WAY TOO much on her mind and she will think we are just complaining since it's not that bad. She doesn't understand though, how bad it really is...
So this morning my eyes were even more puffy!!! i look like i was punched in both eyes and I have to work tonight! the Dr was booked for the day and i really didn't have time to go too many places because well i had to drive scott to chillicothe at 11 and its about an hour drive one way so when i got home i only had an hour or so before i had to get ready ( which i should be doing now) anyhow so my eyes are sooo swollen that i see the bottom when i look straight!
I am so stressed out but whatever...what else would it be right
OH and my finger nails NEVER DRY IN THIS STATE
AHHHH i am trying to eat just salads so i don't get fat and hate myself while slowly dying haha ugh
OHwell scott is working a double so we will probably just done at about the same time I hope he makes a little money !!! ugh
ok i must go and get ready for work... i will write more when i get home...
ps freetothink, i will comment you back as soon as i can
Scott worked the night shift and made about 30 dollars, at max and ermas. I felt totally horrible for him. he was grouchy on the way home so we really didn't speak. We didn't speak much of the night actually. i didn't want to put him into a worse mood so i just let him be. I wanted to go on and on about how much the customers around here suck when it comes to tipping but i didn't want to add to the fire. On the way home i just kept thinking about why things seem to never work out. I mean why can't he just get paid normal. I mean WHY i just pictured us making not even enough money to pay my bills here and just havng to leave! UGHHH it would be so much better if we were at least making money while hating it here. I can't complain to mom cause she has WAY TOO much on her mind and she will think we are just complaining since it's not that bad. She doesn't understand though, how bad it really is...
So this morning my eyes were even more puffy!!! i look like i was punched in both eyes and I have to work tonight! the Dr was booked for the day and i really didn't have time to go too many places because well i had to drive scott to chillicothe at 11 and its about an hour drive one way so when i got home i only had an hour or so before i had to get ready ( which i should be doing now) anyhow so my eyes are sooo swollen that i see the bottom when i look straight!
I am so stressed out but whatever...what else would it be right
OH and my finger nails NEVER DRY IN THIS STATE
AHHHH i am trying to eat just salads so i don't get fat and hate myself while slowly dying haha ugh
OHwell scott is working a double so we will probably just done at about the same time I hope he makes a little money !!! ugh
ok i must go and get ready for work... i will write more when i get home...
ps freetothink, i will comment you back as soon as i can