going to bed at 8 pm on a friday.
So as always i want to write in this more. What has been going on in my life lately...I can tell you lots of work LOTS OF WORK. I feel like there are so many things going through my head lately dealing with life. First off obv. I live in vegas now. I live with Natalie and Ali. Natalie wants to move back for a few reasons but a lot has to do with a boy. I don't really want her to leave but no hard feelings if she does. It's her life all i can do is let my friends try to be happy...right.? Afterall that is all i am doing.
so sometimes i just lay in bed at night and think about my life. Am i doing everything wrong? am I on the righ track? I work like 50 hours a week at Aercrombie and fitch. I like it there alright it's just the pay is so bad i can't pay my bills. Also its a great place to work because it's the second largest grossing abercrombie in the world. So i should be able to advance pretty quickly. I am getting more used to the hours now.
I have to call today if i still want the job at the strip club they haven't opened but the training happens next week. I don't know if i even want to start working two jobs... Well I guess i am working two jobs right now but the other is just waiting tables at the ruby tuesday here , when i have a day off. I should have been working tonight but i have to open A&F tomorrow at 4 am. Isn't that redic. holiday hours!
So in my social life. I don't go out half as much as i did last year obv. I haven't been out really much lately at all. Thats ok though, for now. I went out the night before thanksgiving with a group of people ihad sort of met haha. We went to the club moon @ the palms here in vegas. We saw a Dj named Judge jules. I had a great time. We went to an after hours club afterwards ...at this club i danced for a long time. I don't dance well put it that way. It was very entertaining to everyone though...
One of the guys that night that i met. His name is Timothy. I have been seeing him almost everyday since. After I get off of work i go over to the Venetian to the art gallery where he works. It seems as if we always go and grab a bite to eat. I feel like he wants me fat..jk. It's always great food. We went to see Gordie Brown one night. It was really funny. Afterwards we stood outside and talked to this couple he knew. They all talked about things i didn't really know much about. It was really interesting listening to them but it made me realize that i am really young. Oh yeah he is older than me. He is 39, he is really insightful and interesting. I really enjoy his company so much. I don't know what i think though. I know he still really cares about his ex girlfriend. I don't think i could live up to her looks... http://myspace.com/bitash ... so i am trying to really think about everything as i go. I don't know
anyhow i am going to make myself write more in this. I really want to get back to working out.
I have been listening to a great deal of house music lately. I really like it. As always.
ok it's almost 8 pm and i have to get up at 4 am so i best get to bed.