Last night at yoga I discovered I am in agony with my Crohns - it always strikes me as bizarre how you can just get used to a way of being, and for discomforts to just become background noise/stress. Since I tried a few moves last night whereupon I discovered my guts ache all the time with the occasional stabbing pain, I've noticed it as constant since. And I have no idea when the pain started. No idea at all. Just the lingering of the flare up from a couple of months ago.
Today I didn't get paid. A payroll glitch. Ugh. The few people I mentioned this to offered to loan me money which is really lovely. I have money put aside for a rainy day and today it was raining - car insurance was due today and my credit card bill. So it's all good but that was ALL my rainy day money so I feel quite stressed and panicky not to have my safety net. And I know it will get sorted and that pay will go back into the rainy day fund but even so, I have been stressed about money all day. The TPP stuff is not sorted and that suddenly is urgent and I want to know what my budgets look like for 2010 and how much money TPP owes me. All that stressful stuff.
Then I came home to a traffic infringment. Grr. For something I don't remember having done (oh they have photos alright). Grr.
I'll stop grumbling and moaning now.
This week I've been watching Coupling Seasons 1 through 3. Just started 4 tonight. I've been mostly meh about it - it's hard not to compare to Friends. But moments have really tickled me:
I just want you to know, I was against the costume thing
I wasn't!
And the dancing.
I invented this dance!