This is me...
•I N F O R M A T I O N •
Name: Alexander Mattias Ruddies
Single or taken: Single...I think...
Sex: Male
Birthday: March 10th, at 2:14 in the morn...
Sign: Piscies...god help me...
Siblings: Armin, 25, Anna, 17, Eric, 16
Hair color: Blond...
Eye color: Blue
Height: 6"2
• R E L A T I O N S H I P S •
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight...
Who are your best friends?: Um...I really can't say...
You have a girlfriend: Not that I know of...
How many exes do you have?: Um...6 that count...
What is your longest relationship?: 4 months
What was your shortest relationship: 1 week
• F A S H I O N | S T U F F •
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: Salvation Army, Good Will, Kohls
Any tattoos or piercings: 6 piercings, and one accidentle tattoo
Favorite designer?: I have no idea...
What is your sexiest outfit?: Um...I'm not really sure...
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Blue Jeans, White tee, and my chucks...
What do you usually wear?: Look above...
• S P E C I F I C S •
Do you do drugs?: Not really...
What kind of shampoo do you use?: What ever I have...
What are you most scared of?: Dying old...
What are you listening to right now: Green Day, American Idiot
Who is the last person that called you: Can't remember.
Where do you want to get married?: In the forest somewhere.
How many buddies are online right now?: My things not on right now...
What would you change about yourself?: Honestly, I have no idea...a lot I suppose, like being out going and such.
• F A V O R I T E S •
Color: Maroon
Food: Italian
Girl name: Hope
Boy name: Valintine
Subject in school: Creative Writing
Animal: A tiger
• H A V E | Y O U | E V E R •
Given anyone a bath?: Yes
Smoked?: Yup...too much...
Bungee jumped?: Not yet
Made yourself throw up?: Yes
Skinny dipped?: Yes
Ever been in love?: Once
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes
Pictured a crush naked?: *blushes*...I'm not telling.
Actually seen a crush naked?: Yes...
Cried when someone died?: Not yet, and not for a long time I hope...
Lied: Unfortunatly yes.
Fallen for your best friend?: Yes...
Been rejected?: Well, I have a mark for each time I have been, and I'm running out of room.
Rejected someone?: Yes
Used someone?: Not that I know of.
Done something you regret?: Plenty of times...too much to care for.
• C U R R E N T •
Clothes: White tee, brown pants
Music: Anything by Death Cab For Cutie
Annoyance: My nose...and people...
Smell: Purfume from a girl that just passed me...
Desktop picture: Fall Out Boy
CD in player: Some local band CD
DVD in player: None
• L A S T | P E R S O N •
You touched: Bex
Hugged: Bex
You yelled at: I don't yell.
You kissed: I'm keeping that a secret.
• A R E | Y O U •
Understanding: All to understanding...I'm an old soul in a young body.
Open-minded: As open as they may come.
Arrogant: Sometimes...
Insecure: Still am...
Random: I'm very inconsistant.
Smart: Maybe...I can't really say that cause that's based off of other people...but I do have a 138 IQ
Moody: Way to fucking moody...I hate it.
Hard working: When I feel energetic...
Organized: Hell no...
Healthy: Not really sure, for all I know, I could be dying...
Shy: Way to shy, I am the meek, I am the coy, but I'll put up a false front to seem not shy...
Difficult: Only when my back is against the wall.
Attractive: Depends on who you talk to...I believe beauty is in the eye of the beholder...
Bored easily: Sometimes...
Obsessed: Once in a while...
Angry: I'm not sure, I really am not angry, but the anger turns to tears, so I tend to cry when I'm angry.
Sad: I'm a bi-polar depressive...but yes...too much, for too long...
Happy: Once, a long time ago...
Hyper: Once in a while...
Trusting: To trusting, hence all the emotional scars I bare from the years.
• W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A •
Kiss: Shh, I don't wanna say.
Punch: No one, unless it helps them out.
Get really wasted with?: Either Allen, or my friend Brian.
Get high with: Brian...by far...
Talk to offline: Anyone
Sex it up with: I can say a few people, but I wont say...again...
• R A N D O M •
In the morning I: just want to dream forever, to forget reality.
Love is: Tragicly beautiful, fleeting but lureing, Strong, but makes me weak. Painful, but enduring.
I dream about: Premintions, wierd things that I can't explain...and me dying...and my crushes.
Sexual preference: Female
What do you notice first in the girl you're into: Her eyes, it's the window to the soul.
• W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R •
Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi...
Flowers or candy: Flowers...I love flowers...
Tall or short: Short
• W H O •
Makes you laugh the most: I don't really laugh really...
Makes you smile: I'm not sure...
Gives you that warm feeling: Seeing my friends, even those I haven't seen in ages...that's all I want right now.
• D O | Y O U | E V E R •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that special someone to IM you?: Yes...but ends up disappointing.
Save conversations: Nope...
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Once in a while, I wonder if my life would be better.
Wish you were younger: I wish I could be five again...safe once again.
Cried because someone said something to you?: Yes, many times.
• N U M B E R •
Of times I have had my heart broken: Too many.
Of hearts I have broken: One
Of guys I've kissed: I'd rather not answer that...haha
Of girls I've kissed: Too many to count..
Of CD's I own: Um...really didn't count last time...
Of scars on my body: Too many to count, again...
Of things that I regret: The count is way to high.
• Y O U R | T H O U G H T S •
I know: my heart is real.
I think: reality isn't really reality.
I want: to be held and to hold...and to love...
I have: My heart on my sleeve.
I wish: things were better for some people, and that all of the world could get a clue about what's going on.
I hate: hate...prejidice, shallowness, nationalism
I hear: things you probally can't.
I search: for love and a meaning to my life.
I wonder: about all those "what if"s that have crossed my path in life.
I love: Everyone that I know...and still in love with some one...
Name: Alexander Mattias Ruddies
Single or taken: Single...I think...
Sex: Male
Birthday: March 10th, at 2:14 in the morn...
Sign: Piscies...god help me...
Siblings: Armin, 25, Anna, 17, Eric, 16
Hair color: Blond...
Eye color: Blue
Height: 6"2
• R E L A T I O N S H I P S •
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight...
Who are your best friends?: Um...I really can't say...
You have a girlfriend: Not that I know of...
How many exes do you have?: Um...6 that count...
What is your longest relationship?: 4 months
What was your shortest relationship: 1 week
• F A S H I O N | S T U F F •
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: Salvation Army, Good Will, Kohls
Any tattoos or piercings: 6 piercings, and one accidentle tattoo
Favorite designer?: I have no idea...
What is your sexiest outfit?: Um...I'm not really sure...
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Blue Jeans, White tee, and my chucks...
What do you usually wear?: Look above...
• S P E C I F I C S •
Do you do drugs?: Not really...
What kind of shampoo do you use?: What ever I have...
What are you most scared of?: Dying old...
What are you listening to right now: Green Day, American Idiot
Who is the last person that called you: Can't remember.
Where do you want to get married?: In the forest somewhere.
How many buddies are online right now?: My things not on right now...
What would you change about yourself?: Honestly, I have no idea...a lot I suppose, like being out going and such.
• F A V O R I T E S •
Color: Maroon
Food: Italian
Girl name: Hope
Boy name: Valintine
Subject in school: Creative Writing
Animal: A tiger
• H A V E | Y O U | E V E R •
Given anyone a bath?: Yes
Smoked?: Yup...too much...
Bungee jumped?: Not yet
Made yourself throw up?: Yes
Skinny dipped?: Yes
Ever been in love?: Once
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes
Pictured a crush naked?: *blushes*...I'm not telling.
Actually seen a crush naked?: Yes...
Cried when someone died?: Not yet, and not for a long time I hope...
Lied: Unfortunatly yes.
Fallen for your best friend?: Yes...
Been rejected?: Well, I have a mark for each time I have been, and I'm running out of room.
Rejected someone?: Yes
Used someone?: Not that I know of.
Done something you regret?: Plenty of times...too much to care for.
• C U R R E N T •
Clothes: White tee, brown pants
Music: Anything by Death Cab For Cutie
Annoyance: My nose...and people...
Smell: Purfume from a girl that just passed me...
Desktop picture: Fall Out Boy
CD in player: Some local band CD
DVD in player: None
• L A S T | P E R S O N •
You touched: Bex
Hugged: Bex
You yelled at: I don't yell.
You kissed: I'm keeping that a secret.
• A R E | Y O U •
Understanding: All to understanding...I'm an old soul in a young body.
Open-minded: As open as they may come.
Arrogant: Sometimes...
Insecure: Still am...
Random: I'm very inconsistant.
Smart: Maybe...I can't really say that cause that's based off of other people...but I do have a 138 IQ
Moody: Way to fucking moody...I hate it.
Hard working: When I feel energetic...
Organized: Hell no...
Healthy: Not really sure, for all I know, I could be dying...
Shy: Way to shy, I am the meek, I am the coy, but I'll put up a false front to seem not shy...
Difficult: Only when my back is against the wall.
Attractive: Depends on who you talk to...I believe beauty is in the eye of the beholder...
Bored easily: Sometimes...
Obsessed: Once in a while...
Angry: I'm not sure, I really am not angry, but the anger turns to tears, so I tend to cry when I'm angry.
Sad: I'm a bi-polar depressive...but yes...too much, for too long...
Happy: Once, a long time ago...
Hyper: Once in a while...
Trusting: To trusting, hence all the emotional scars I bare from the years.
• W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A •
Kiss: Shh, I don't wanna say.
Punch: No one, unless it helps them out.
Get really wasted with?: Either Allen, or my friend Brian.
Get high with: Brian...by far...
Talk to offline: Anyone
Sex it up with: I can say a few people, but I wont say...again...
• R A N D O M •
In the morning I: just want to dream forever, to forget reality.
Love is: Tragicly beautiful, fleeting but lureing, Strong, but makes me weak. Painful, but enduring.
I dream about: Premintions, wierd things that I can't explain...and me dying...and my crushes.
Sexual preference: Female
What do you notice first in the girl you're into: Her eyes, it's the window to the soul.
• W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R •
Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi...
Flowers or candy: Flowers...I love flowers...
Tall or short: Short
• W H O •
Makes you laugh the most: I don't really laugh really...
Makes you smile: I'm not sure...
Gives you that warm feeling: Seeing my friends, even those I haven't seen in ages...that's all I want right now.
• D O | Y O U | E V E R •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that special someone to IM you?: Yes...but ends up disappointing.
Save conversations: Nope...
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Once in a while, I wonder if my life would be better.
Wish you were younger: I wish I could be five again...safe once again.
Cried because someone said something to you?: Yes, many times.
• N U M B E R •
Of times I have had my heart broken: Too many.
Of hearts I have broken: One
Of guys I've kissed: I'd rather not answer that...haha
Of girls I've kissed: Too many to count..
Of CD's I own: Um...really didn't count last time...
Of scars on my body: Too many to count, again...
Of things that I regret: The count is way to high.
• Y O U R | T H O U G H T S •
I know: my heart is real.
I think: reality isn't really reality.
I want: to be held and to hold...and to love...
I have: My heart on my sleeve.
I wish: things were better for some people, and that all of the world could get a clue about what's going on.
I hate: hate...prejidice, shallowness, nationalism
I hear: things you probally can't.
I search: for love and a meaning to my life.
I wonder: about all those "what if"s that have crossed my path in life.
I love: Everyone that I know...and still in love with some one...