I'm just one big mess...
Today, some one said I was the nicest person they knew. I cried once it hit me. Cause I knew it did me no good, and told her that. She disagreed, and said it mattered to her. I don't believe that. But to hear some one said I was a nice person hit a chord in me. I feel like shit...and I don't know why. I need some one, some one to save me.