Take some time to read this...if not, oh well...no biggie...
Well, I am bored...what else is new. It's sorta funny cause ever since my car died, it has been very frustrating to hang out with friends. But tis is okay, I suppose. I mean, there's a lot to do and such, but I can't wait till I get a new car and start to hang out a lot more. Well, it's november, and it's just another lovely season of cold, frostbiting weather. God, I hate winter. Well, I live in wisconsin, what am I to do about it? Notta a whole much. Fuck it all is the phrase of the day for me. That's pretty much how i feel about how people are around me. My brother went insane and tried to stab me with a screw driver. But that didn't really bother me. I mean, I have had people come at me with knives and such, so a screw driver is not a big thing to worry about. And the reason why he went all berzerko on me is because I took back one of my shirts he stole from me. He claimed it was his because I have to many shirts. Well, fuck it then. Yeah, also I haven't had much outside contact with the world. It really is a pain. I've been trying to get a hold of people, but alas, no one seems to be around. It's another day, another chance at a lost cause. Why is it so hard to meet girls that are not either seeing me as a best friend, or will give me the time of day cause I don't have a pricey car... ... ... ... ... ...I think it's bullshit.
Bullfuckity shit.
Lost Cause...
The truth I see in your eyes,
Are only covered up in lies.
And if there was a chance to take,
I hope that it's not fake.
Every now and then I cry,
About a world that never dies.
And everyone will finally know,
What I really have to show.
Take away the truth that appears,
And I'll give all I can to give.
It's just another story of a boy,
And his chance at a lost cause.
I was the boy next door
Laying alone on the floor.
And you never even noticed,
On how I always focussed.
On a world full of wonder.
The most beautiful blunder.
And I'll just get lost here,
But I'm always close to near.
Take what I have and let it loose,
And see the wonder unfold before you.
I have to say this, before I go.
You're my lost cause, my one lost love.
Well, that's it, I am going now. I will chat with you all later...
Alex (Unknown Poet)
Bullfuckity shit.
Lost Cause...
The truth I see in your eyes,
Are only covered up in lies.
And if there was a chance to take,
I hope that it's not fake.
Every now and then I cry,
About a world that never dies.
And everyone will finally know,
What I really have to show.
Take away the truth that appears,
And I'll give all I can to give.
It's just another story of a boy,
And his chance at a lost cause.
I was the boy next door
Laying alone on the floor.
And you never even noticed,
On how I always focussed.
On a world full of wonder.
The most beautiful blunder.
And I'll just get lost here,
But I'm always close to near.
Take what I have and let it loose,
And see the wonder unfold before you.
I have to say this, before I go.
You're my lost cause, my one lost love.
Well, that's it, I am going now. I will chat with you all later...
Alex (Unknown Poet)