christ on a crutch!
just when things were looking up. CRASH. i got stupid ill and way behind again. work kicked my ass. I developed a really nasty pain in my side that folds me in half. all sorts of fun headaches and bowel disasters and insanity. im yet to go to the doctor because i abhor the emergency room and its not actually an emergency. earlier i though we thought it was my appendix or something, but i believe it is more likely my left ovary. why it is pitching a fit, i do not know. sucks balls though. plain and simple. when im not moving much its leagues better, but as soon as i get up and start hauling ass around work it feels like i might just buckle. i plan on making it to urgent care today, assuming i ever get my education assignment in. i cannot wait to ease into part time student-dom. then maybe i won't have to wake up one out of every 3 mornings and wish my head would expload rather than tackle the shit i need to.
its too damn much.
anyway. that is nothing new. i just still am in constant debate with the grandparents about it.
alas. they are going to have to get over it.
i need a fucking vacation.
oh and to cuddle.
on the bright side. well. halloween is coming. yeah friends coming. there is hope. mary's baby is coming. thats gonna be crazy. what a freaking couple of weeks.
its too damn much.
anyway. that is nothing new. i just still am in constant debate with the grandparents about it.
alas. they are going to have to get over it.
i need a fucking vacation.
oh and to cuddle.
on the bright side. well. halloween is coming. yeah friends coming. there is hope. mary's baby is coming. thats gonna be crazy. what a freaking couple of weeks.