So you dont think I am in hole somewhere
Yeah yeah I know i havent been online much and when I have I have been a drifter, so not like me but things have changed in my life and how i see things.
Okay first happy news: I got a guitar!! I love playing it and learning it, makes some of the hours go faster. Other happy news, I am volunteering at TMC..not a job really but it is really cool and if you want all the details PM me!
Now the other: I am just well changed now, looking back at stuff that I said and did in May and April, I realize that I think differently now, true most of it is more depressing but a lot of it is now what happens happens I leave it in God's hands, heck I even started praying and asking for help, signs etc.
But maybe I finally grew up in ways, yes I still watch cartoons and day-dream but I realize that things dont always go as you saw them two hours ago and the prince doesnt hold you if you are strong but to be weak is to let it all break down and when you are tired enough, you arent sure if the walls can be rebulit......
anyways love ya all and comments would be nice....*hint hint*