Jun 28, 2005 00:13
Okay, so Saturday night Bruce and Torch( HIS new nickname) spent the night.
He is so beautiful when he sleeps.
Truly child-like.
He must have thought I was asleep at some point, too.
He called my name as a whisper and when I didn't answer he kissed me on the forehead and smiled.
It's things like this that make me think that he's in this for more than just the sex.
Sunday morning, I woke up in his arms and I swear I've never felt more complete or content.
I woke him up,
dragged him onto the front porch,
smoked a bowl while watching the sun rise,
went back to my bed and curled up,
gave him head,
and fell back asleep with his arms around me and his breath on my face.
I could hear his heartbeat in my ears and I know I felt mine mimic it's pattern.
This could very well be the real thing.
This is a new feeling.
This is a different kind of bliss.
Jessi, you should make plans to come over here this Saturday. It's his birthday so we're basically gonna have a huge smokeout. See if Angela wants to come along. They're gonna spend the night, so you guys can too! My mum has no problem with it at all.