Are you willing to be had?

Jun 12, 2005 22:12

Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well.
Here's to the nights we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye.
Tomorrow's gonna come to soon.

Everything has changed.
Anni is at a happy point in her life.

Jessi, we need to talk. I've got much to tell.
Call me on my cell whenever you get the chance, 704-7932.

PS. GPAs are my downfall. 1.97! So fucking close.

I burn,
burn like a wicker cabinet.
Chalk white and oh so frail.
I see our time has gotten stale.
The tick-tock of the clock is painful.
All sane and logical.
I wanna tear it off the wall.
I hear words in clips and phrases.
I think sick like ginger ale.
My stomach turns and I exhale.

I would swallow my pride,
I would jump on the ride,
but the lack there of would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt,
turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
I wanna put my tender
heart in a blender,
watch it spin 'round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendez-vous, then I'm through with you.

Socal is where my mind states,
but it's ot my state of mind.
I'm not as ugly, sad as you.
Or am I oragami?
Fold it up and just pretend,
demented as the motives in your head.

I alone am the one you don't know you need.
Take heed, feed your ego.
Make me blind when your eyes close.
Sink when you get close.
Tie me to the bed post.
I alone am the one you don't know you need
you don't know you need me.
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