Pulling my hair out in frustration!!!!!!!!!!
Look, it's not that I'm not a romantic and I'll be the first person to admit I believe in soulmates and happy endings. And God knows my wedding will probably end up with a Barbie goes to a frat party theme (poufy dresses and TONS of alcohol and music), but I am so tired of people I know getting engaged. Two friends of mine from church who weren't even dating when I met them in July (they were "just friends") got engaged in October and they finally told me today. Granted, they are 24 and 27, which is old enough to be married, but for crying out loud, this is their second marriage each and I feel like they're being kind of greedy. No, not really, they're made for each other and they'll be perfect together, but I just am starting to feel like I should be looking for my soulmate and I think I have a better chance meeting my soulmate just by living my life. But trust me, I don't think my husband-to-be is going to be at the Washington Street tavern; I'm just saying that I'm not TRYING to find my prince charming. He can find me. I can't pencil in looking time until next year at least.