I feel a little like love's bitch at the moment...

[girlfriday_rab]

It's official. James and I are no more, and even though I was the one who pushed for this particular decision, it still hurts me to the point of sometimes not being able to breathe. The truth is my life is just becoming something I'm not sure I wanted it to be and so I need to figure out what the future is supposed to hold for me. You know, it's

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[conleygirl]

You shouldn't blame any of this on you. Honestly, it's a human tendency (and a very female one, at that) to want to say that if a relationship breaks down it's a 50-50 thing, but I am here to tell you that just isn't true. Not especially in your case. I know from experience that I can give you all kinds of advice and encouragment, but it is kinda something you have to go through all on your own. You don't want to hear that you deserve better, because you loved him, and I totally understand. I loved James G. too...it will take a while to get over this, but you will get through it and somehow find a yourself to be changed, but for the better. The only thing I can offer you is what helped me, and that is not a bunch of Pollyanna Bullshit Advice, but I can be here to distract you any time! If you want to go shopping, paint your nails, have dinner -- whatever it is, when you get the urge to cry or think too much, give me a call, and I'd be happy to distract you! Love you much girlie!