One of Those Grand Gesture Moments
After spending my evening alternately crying and feeling too damn numb, I realized that I needed to say something here even though I'm normally against posting deep, personal, and true feelings on LJ.
James, I love you and I'm sorry for not giving this new relationship the chance it deserved. As much as I may bitch about you, I am so much worse simply b/c I didn't trust you enough to tell the truth. You're my other half and I'm not afraid to tell people that. James is my angel.
Apologies to all of you who may be gagging violently at this point but this is one of those times where I need to express myself without being coy or holding back. I refuse to be too stupid to realize I have a good thing going here.
James, I love you and I'm sorry for not giving this new relationship the chance it deserved. As much as I may bitch about you, I am so much worse simply b/c I didn't trust you enough to tell the truth. You're my other half and I'm not afraid to tell people that. James is my angel.
Apologies to all of you who may be gagging violently at this point but this is one of those times where I need to express myself without being coy or holding back. I refuse to be too stupid to realize I have a good thing going here.