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I try to be very honest about my feelings and today is no exception. I am not going to make this some whiny bitch-fest and sit back and wait for people to tell me what a wonderful person I am. I'm going to come right out and say I need a few nice words. It's nothing in particular; my mood just kind of dropped all of a sudden when I got home. I just got really sad all of a sudden and that freaks me out a little but I'm hoping it's just because my head hurts.
I have a lot to be happy about actually. GammaSig is going FANTASTICALLY well. I finally broke out of my shell and started hanging out with my pledge sisters and I'm really trying to get involved in activities that will help me meet the sisters. They're all really nice girls (at least the ones I've met are) and I even found out that one of my pledge sisters and I share a mutual dislike of one girl which we had a good laugh over. Are we slightly bitchy? Yeah, but I'm entitled to it occasionally b/c I am very nice, I would say about 85% of my life. But it's nice to be able to vent and get things out of your system and then you don't do anything silly... like getting drunk and smacking them at a party. Not that I've done that but suffice it to say that I am very tempted and we all know when I am drunk, whatever my emotions are will be heightened. On a lighter note, I am going on a scavanger hunt tomorrow with my pledge sisters. Yay! Of course with my legendarily poor sense of direction, sending me on a scavanger hunt just seems kind of mean. Oh well.
The other thing that was really pleasantly surprising was I got a shout-out from an unexpected source. It made my day and it just really made me feel good about impacting people's lives. I know we all have days where we wonder if we disappear suddenly, would anyone miss us, so it's really nice to know that people care about what you say and do. Just a thought.
I have a lot to be happy about actually. GammaSig is going FANTASTICALLY well. I finally broke out of my shell and started hanging out with my pledge sisters and I'm really trying to get involved in activities that will help me meet the sisters. They're all really nice girls (at least the ones I've met are) and I even found out that one of my pledge sisters and I share a mutual dislike of one girl which we had a good laugh over. Are we slightly bitchy? Yeah, but I'm entitled to it occasionally b/c I am very nice, I would say about 85% of my life. But it's nice to be able to vent and get things out of your system and then you don't do anything silly... like getting drunk and smacking them at a party. Not that I've done that but suffice it to say that I am very tempted and we all know when I am drunk, whatever my emotions are will be heightened. On a lighter note, I am going on a scavanger hunt tomorrow with my pledge sisters. Yay! Of course with my legendarily poor sense of direction, sending me on a scavanger hunt just seems kind of mean. Oh well.
The other thing that was really pleasantly surprising was I got a shout-out from an unexpected source. It made my day and it just really made me feel good about impacting people's lives. I know we all have days where we wonder if we disappear suddenly, would anyone miss us, so it's really nice to know that people care about what you say and do. Just a thought.