May 21, 2008 08:56
i cant believe that i just have this week to complete then i am done with school for a two week mini-vaca. then just 11 weeks and then im done. thank god for graduation. this quarter was just so overwhelming with all the papers and projects and presentations that i havent been able to think straight. it will be good to just do something other then school work for a little bit.
nothing much is happening with wedding planning and that is a problem. i really need to jump start that and get a move on but again i have been to busy doing other things. i need to channel my energy to doing all the little stuff now so when it comes down to the line im not going too nuts. there is also alot of issues and unneeded stress coming out and it is causing shawn to keep saying 'lets just elope'. if the girls hadnt paid for their dresses, i would be on the bandwagon. the issue of us not getting married in a church is forsurely the biggest stresser. it was our choice and our choice only and if people have a problem then thats their choice to not come. im not changing what we want or what we feel is appropirate for us at this time because someone thinks we are doing the 'wrong thing'.
i am sure that the ever growing headaches and stress and tears will not matter on 9/27 when i marry shawn, but hell this is becoming way too much to handle. come on september.