tonight i went to brandon's graduation thing.
saw some kids. met some kids.
had something to drink.
meh.
went to bed..woke up.
theres nothing to do. tomorrow i'm not doing anything
so we should go out to breakfast or something..
and on monday i start driving classes. how exciting.
PAST.
first grade teacher's name: Mrs. clements
last word you said: 'it'
last song you sang: sondre lerche - days that are over
last thing you laughed at: myself. hahaha.
last time you cried: uhhh. two weeks ago.
what's in your cd player? weezer
what color socks are you wearing: none!
what's under your bed: probably some coins.
what time did you wake up today: like 9. ugh.
FUTURE.
what is your career going to be: a writer.
where are you going to live: i have no fucking clue. but not here for sure.
how many kids do you want: two.
what kind of car will you drive: something dope.
CURRENT.
current hair: how it always is. probably some kind of bedhead.
current clothes: navy blue boxers. mehehehe.
current annoyance: not having a job.
current smell: my soap.
current longing: i'm lonely.
current desktop picture: nothing.
current favorite music artist: decahedron.
current book: naked lunch
current worry: i dont have any.
current hate: none.
story behind your username: its an album by smile.
one person you wish was here right now: sara.
line from the last thing you wrote to someone: you are! ahahha.
i feel lonely when: i'm in my bed at night.
favorite author: bukowski. burroughs.
do you think too much: sometimes.
if you could live anywhere in the world, where: paris. or london. or shanghai. or newyork.
famous person you have met: i dont meet famous people.
do you have any regrets: none.
sex or love: love
favorite coffee: mocha frap w/whipped cream.
favorite smell: herbal essences botanicals. on me at least.
favorite sound: the sound of smiles.
what makes you mad: bros. hahaha.
favorite way to waste time: the internet. sleeping.
are you in currently in love/lust: nope.
what's the craziest thing you have ever done?: i got into a car in the middle of the street today.
any bad habits: being me.
do you find it hard to trust people: not uh.
last thing you bought yourself: spicy chicken sandwich combo at carls.
bath or shower: showerrrrr.
favorite seasons: winter.
favorite color: seafoam green. blue.
favorite time of day: right now.
gold or silver: silver.
any secret crushes: nopeeee.
FASHION.
how many coats and jackets do you own: like seven.
do you wear a watch: nope.
favorite pants color: whatever color my jeans are.
most expensive item of clothing: my citizens. $132.
most treasured: my jeans. my jackets. my shirts.
YOUR FRIENDS.
do your friends know you: to an extent.
what do they tend to be like: ahaha. random for sure.
can you count on them: i would like to think so.
can they count on you: i try my bestest.
LAST.
last book you read: last night of the earth poems.
last movie you saw: the big lebowski.
last movie you saw on the big screen: bukowski: born into this
last show you watched on tv: the look for less
last song you heard: death cab - the new year
last thing you had to drink: water.
last thing you ate: pineapple.
last time you showered: this afternoon.
last time you smiled: tonight.
last time you laughed: tonight.
last person you hugged: brandon.
last person you kissed: my momsy on the cheek.
last person you talked to online: sara.
last person you talked to on the phone: one of my moms friends.
DO YOU.
smoke?: no
do drugs: no
drink: i did tonight.
sleep with stuffed animals: YES!
have a dream that keeps coming back: sometimes. it hasnt lately.
love,
ryan