Jun 14, 2005 08:27
So I've decided...My life is over...Ha. That was funny. Actually my life is just beginning and I'm so happy about it. Yes I'm still going to worry about Christy and all that bullshit but I'm going to try to stop. I know that I can't worry about her because she is faithful to me and until I know otherwise that's all I can go on. Last night we spent an hour and a half just in the shower together. No sex or anything just having fun. I know she didn't think I was having fun but I did. She was so cute laying in the bottom of the bath tub. Anyway, I know that I'll be okay no matter what happens so I'm just going to keep my head high and look forward to my future.