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No matter what happens in your relationships, you must never forget that falling down and getting back up is a part of life. Even more importantly, you must never forget that only you are responsible for your happiness. No other person is necessary to complete you. Think back to the times when you were truly happy, when you felt you could do anything you wanted. Well, nothing has changed. The world is still the same wonderful place it was when you were a little girl. The only difference is now you are old enough, smart enough, confident enough, and strong enough to take on any challenge that life wants to throw at you. You have to accomplish your dreams on your own, no one is going to do it for you. So why wait helplessly for the fate train to run you over? Here's the bottom line. If you are true to yourself and love yourself for who you are, then other people will love you for who you are too, and treat you accordingly. Someone will come along and show you how true love is supposed to feel. In her eyes you will always be glamorous and beautiful, not because you are the most graceful butterfly in the garden, but because you are you, 100% of the time.
I was looking back in my journal and I read across this post. I thought 'wow I wrote that'. Sometimes I think I have these amazing thoughts that truly show the person I am but trust me, there a some post I look back on and wonder what the hell I was thinking. I put myself through so much crap. Occasionally I think about deleting all those old post but I've decide I should never delete them. That way I can always look back and know I will never put myself through that again.
However, I use to talk about Abby a lot. "She's so perfect, she does everything right." God I was head over heals for her. Don't get my wrong I still am but now I realize she's just as head over heals for me as I am for her. It's been not only the longest but the happiest relationship of my life!
I was looking back in my journal and I read across this post. I thought 'wow I wrote that'. Sometimes I think I have these amazing thoughts that truly show the person I am but trust me, there a some post I look back on and wonder what the hell I was thinking. I put myself through so much crap. Occasionally I think about deleting all those old post but I've decide I should never delete them. That way I can always look back and know I will never put myself through that again.
However, I use to talk about Abby a lot. "She's so perfect, she does everything right." God I was head over heals for her. Don't get my wrong I still am but now I realize she's just as head over heals for me as I am for her. It's been not only the longest but the happiest relationship of my life!