& I'm sure it could've been, anybody else
I CAN ONLY just count the number of times I have watched The Devils Advocate this week on two hands. I haven't watched past the seventy third minute due to insane amounts of tiredness. According to this film, this area of my body is no mans lands.
IT'S WHERE my head battles with my heart and boy one battles with boy two and boy's one and two battle with girl one and her love of the single life.
AT THE MOMENT my current thought is that I'd like to have no contact with number one and change things so that they never reached as far as they have. He's given me a phone (07810 782522) and ten CD's and I just don't know what to do. I love the CD's and the phone and him as a friend. I'm just not completely attracted to him anymore.
I MIGHT enjoy going to see Lora J in Keele at the weekend because I miss no-strings-attached commitment-hating men. This won't stay true for long, but the idea of having anything more then that isn't nice. At the moment.
BOY THREE is playing with my feelings but he feels more then that. Long relationships, breaking up's and then new relationships never work out. I understand. I think God is fucking about with the timing in my life.
HOW ARE YOU?