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i don't get into bed until early into the morning, so that sleep comes right away. so that thinking about you isn't an option. and still, every night you're in my dreams. i open my eyes feeling like i've just seen you. i open my eyes feeling like we aren't strangers anymore. and then i wake up and realize that today is just like yesterday, and the day before. i still won't be talking to you or seeing you.
tomorrow just isn't very appealing.