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So everything is cool now with the bf and I've fallen hard once again. Yet i don't think he's as in love with me as I am with him. Things just feel different now. Its as if he knows he has me so hes not gonna do anything extraoridnary for me any more. I am so scared that I'm going to get my heart broken by him. Theres a 50-50 shot that he stays and gets a job in phili. If he does not stay in phili, I guarantee we will break up. I don't want to be hurt if he leaves. Yet I'm so far gone over him that I can't detach myself.