I went to Southend Central to meet dear
malefact.
.
{a tiny little tiny fae-girl who cried so much!;
her wideopen innocent vision softly took in
malefact as she passed by him~
her watery seaside eyes were such a delicate blue :
as though she had cried away all of the colour in her eyes,
and made them the very colour of tears themselves.
.
{sneaking delicious food into the cinema~
enjoying a sweet film; with the glimmering comfort of knowing I have a friend beside me
.
{getting to an old/new place by myself;
thrilled at seeing sand & sea in passing on the train.
a boy stopped me in the street & asked me for my phone number[!]
.
{being treated with more kindness than I deserve
& wishing to treat with more than I was able to.
[ music up loud & dancing without caring who sees ]
It's usually rare for me to find pleasure in exhaustion, but the way my legs ache is a constant reminder of how I have felt today.