The Unknown
Here I hang in the balance....I wait. Wait for a possibility, a chance.
I pretend I'm calm about this whole "ohhh university degree...yeah that. Should get in, oh well if i dont."
Pretend to be calm.
So...the whole deal with Uni? It gets me out of the town I've spent my entire life, and provides me with a very valid reason to do so.
Another thing I've discovered...I miss certain people I never thought I would.
Friends disappear, Ex's that you think you never want to see again (now thats just lying to yourself).
People that can just treat you shit and yet you will still miss them if ur lonely enough.
How long can one exist like this?