Mar 10, 2011 19:21
So my focus for this year is to be more present. To focus on the moment and not worry too much about the future or too much about the past. To just let go of things.
Sometimes this is easy, most of the time though, this is so hard. How does one not worry about the future, or in my thought process by thinking about the future then turns into worrying. Then this whole past concept. There are some things that I can truly just let be in the past. But what about those things that no matter how hard you try, you just can't seem to shake? How do you finally get rid of those?
I had a long conversation about all of this. I need to be empowered to get rid of these things.
I'm hoping that this year, I will overcome. With all of the changes I have gone through in the last year. I have done things that normally would of involved a lot more consideration and planning. Some might be small as dying my hair, others along the lines of planning a trip to Turkey in less than a month's notice. Before in my previous scenario, I don't know if these things would of happened. Not that it was bad, it was just different.
So maybe, with the decisions I made to change my story, I will finally also have the courage to do what I need to do and once and for all, let the past be the past.