when did this happen again
i hate feeling like this. like everyone hates me. i'm having a pity party for myself. i have no friends. i used to have friends. i have people i still call friend. but i don't know any of them anymore. i can't even remember what its like really. what do i expect? you don't talk to someone for a couple of years of course it won't be the same. you can't always pick up where you left off. i'm going to atlanta to visit and i'm so nervous. its like i don't even know them. this is only making me feel worse.