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I haven't written in here for almost two months. My computer at home is broken and therefore, my online time is found at Joe's house. And that's when he doesn't get totally frustrated with me for subtracting from our cuddle time and adding to his alone time on the couch, waiting for me to finish MySpacing and checking the Facebook.
I am the happiest I have ever been in a very long time. Granted, my job is taking over my life at the moment. However, the rest of my time is spent with a guy I can't compare to any other. Unfortunately, some of my friends have started to believe that I'm a ghost now. But honestly, I'm in love. Very very very in love. I wouldn't exchange this feeling for the world.
We're that couple, the significant others that make people jealous, the two lovers that can't keep their eyes off one another. He is so much of me that I am of him. There are some differences from time to time, perhaps one or two disagreements. But like he has said to me before, it wouldn't be fun if it was easy. We don't argue or fight and that's the most wonderful thing about it. Sure, I'm a girl, I have my moments and I get upset or flustered, but we work things out. He has the most patience in the world, as well as a heart of gold.
Finally, I've got a hold on love where I know he isn't going to leave me or desert me. This is the most genuine love I've ever felt. He is the most genuine soul I've ever known. When he touches me, it's because he loves me, and I know he'd never take advantage of me. And when our eyes meet, people comment on how we look at each other. It's romantic, sentimental and sappy and I love every second of being his girlfriend.
He took me to his cousin's wedding last night. Joe's mother asked the photographer to take a picture of us. Afterwards, the photographer said, "You kids are in love."
I always wanted a certain type and I envisioned a type of person. I wanted a musician, an actor or an artist. I didn't think I'd have a thing in common with anyone else. I was mistaken, for Joe is everything I need and more. He loves me unconditionally and for me to be happy, he'll do whatever it takes, without question. All of my life I was looking for a specific type, but I should've been looking for a kind of heart, a kind of love that I've found in him. He has made me realize that it shouldn't matter who you are, what you do or what you have in common. All that matters is if you can love one another, and if you can, everything else will fall into place.
♥ I'm the luckiest girl on the earth.