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MY EYES AREN'T SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN THEY'RE BLOODSHOT FROM CRYING, NOW ARE THEY? asshole.
this weekend is not turning out how it was supposed to. austin showed up at the game for ten minutes last night and he came up with this bullshit excuse as to why we couldn't hang out. "we'll hang out tomorrow." well, it's fucking tomorrow and where the hell are you? yeah, i called his house and his mom told me he's out getting his hair cut for the wedding he's going to tomorrow. she told me to go meet him up there. i'm not meeting him up there, mostly because he didn't call me and tell me to. i have no gas in my car and i have to get my hair cut at 130. i swear, this is such bullshit. i'm sick of always waiting around for him. i'm sick of crying. I'M SO SICK OF BEING THE ONLY ONE WHO PUTS ANY FUCKING EFFORT INTO THIS RELATIONSHIP. i can't deal with this any more. this is not the way i want to spend my senior year. i love him so much and he treats me like shit. i don't know what to do. help me. please.
"DON'T YOU FEED ME LINES ABOUT SOME IDEALISTIC FUTURE." --the postal service.
this weekend is not turning out how it was supposed to. austin showed up at the game for ten minutes last night and he came up with this bullshit excuse as to why we couldn't hang out. "we'll hang out tomorrow." well, it's fucking tomorrow and where the hell are you? yeah, i called his house and his mom told me he's out getting his hair cut for the wedding he's going to tomorrow. she told me to go meet him up there. i'm not meeting him up there, mostly because he didn't call me and tell me to. i have no gas in my car and i have to get my hair cut at 130. i swear, this is such bullshit. i'm sick of always waiting around for him. i'm sick of crying. I'M SO SICK OF BEING THE ONLY ONE WHO PUTS ANY FUCKING EFFORT INTO THIS RELATIONSHIP. i can't deal with this any more. this is not the way i want to spend my senior year. i love him so much and he treats me like shit. i don't know what to do. help me. please.
"DON'T YOU FEED ME LINES ABOUT SOME IDEALISTIC FUTURE." --the postal service.