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HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY AUSTIN!
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it has been such a wonderful year. sometimes, i expect someone to pinch me and i'll wake up to how i used to be: sad, quiet, and alone. but i'm not dreaming. this is real.
"you asked me how i decided to fall in love with him, what made me feel like it was a worthwhile risk. i didn't quite understand what you meant. if what you're asking is how i debated whether or not to love him, the answer is i didn't. not at all. it just happened&i didn't ever question it. by the time i realized what was happening, it was already done. if you don't understand, don't worry. someday, you will."
that's what i wrote in an old diary back in november. and it sums up how i feel. i love him so much that it hurts when i'm left without him. but knowing that he loves me, and i love him, is what keeps me going; what gets me through the day. looking back on our year, i would say we had our ups and downs, but mostly ups. and i wouldn't trade it for the world.
I LOVE YOU.
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it has been such a wonderful year. sometimes, i expect someone to pinch me and i'll wake up to how i used to be: sad, quiet, and alone. but i'm not dreaming. this is real.
"you asked me how i decided to fall in love with him, what made me feel like it was a worthwhile risk. i didn't quite understand what you meant. if what you're asking is how i debated whether or not to love him, the answer is i didn't. not at all. it just happened&i didn't ever question it. by the time i realized what was happening, it was already done. if you don't understand, don't worry. someday, you will."
that's what i wrote in an old diary back in november. and it sums up how i feel. i love him so much that it hurts when i'm left without him. but knowing that he loves me, and i love him, is what keeps me going; what gets me through the day. looking back on our year, i would say we had our ups and downs, but mostly ups. and i wouldn't trade it for the world.
I LOVE YOU.