Fuck me...I'm sorry.
Why is it that when my life is going fairly well over all and amazingly well in other ways, why is it that everybody else around me-they're lives go to shit?
It really makes enjoying what I have difficult because I feel badly for other people. I feel guilty about being happy around people who aren't.
It seems like everybody I know who was in a relationship recently is not or they're having pretty nasty troubles. People who are not in relationships are feeling *extra* alone lately. They talk, and I listen. I like doing what I can to help them out-even if it's just by listening.
I know it's selfish, but I wish I had somebody who could be happy with me-somebody to be giddy with me.
I feel like there's not enough "happy" for everybody to have some, so it switches around. I feel like I've sucked it out from other people and keeping it from them.
It really makes enjoying what I have difficult because I feel badly for other people. I feel guilty about being happy around people who aren't.
It seems like everybody I know who was in a relationship recently is not or they're having pretty nasty troubles. People who are not in relationships are feeling *extra* alone lately. They talk, and I listen. I like doing what I can to help them out-even if it's just by listening.
I know it's selfish, but I wish I had somebody who could be happy with me-somebody to be giddy with me.
I feel like there's not enough "happy" for everybody to have some, so it switches around. I feel like I've sucked it out from other people and keeping it from them.