May 09, 2007 23:05
Well, folks... I do believe I have finally reached the breaking point. I'll spare you the details for now. At least in this entry. Suffice it to say he nearly threatened physical violence. I won't take him back today, so it's all or nothing I guess. He has shown how low he's willing to go, and I'm lucky I guess that I didn't marry this guy.
Another one bites the dust. He is working really hard to hurt me. He knows where I'm sensitive, and he goes right for it... every time. I deserve better. He says nobody would put up with my shit, but then tells me how much he loves me. Calls me a bitch. And worse. He has shown absolutely no capacity for change.
I'm getting there, people. I know it has taken me a while. Hope you understand, those who have advised me to run the other direction.
This is very difficult. Oh man, is this ever the pits. I know verbal and emotional abuse. It's time to learn from my past and not keep being the victim. I know better.
Whatever.
Thanks for listening.
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