the funny cancels out the mean.
yeah..so remember back when I said I was "happy, finally"? it was short-lived.
oh geez. this has been a pretty shitty weekend, overall. I guess I'll be okay. it wasn't TOO long ago that I was single...I can get used to it again. I think. right now I'm doing alright, but I just feel...empty. like I'm just floating through the day, but I feel like I'm outside myself, watching. I guess that's cliched, a little. but it's how I feel at the moment. I don't like this at all...it's really hard to be alone, the way things are going. . my parents, school...everything has been stressing me out to the extreme. I just...kind of needed him the most, right now. and he's not here.
*the things we do, just to stay alive..*