"On With My Life"
I guess I'll write this in here since no one reads this anyway.
My dad shot himself in the head last week.
I went from being shocked to upset to sad to angry to over it.
Honestly, he was just a burden on life and on our family.
And I mean that sincerely I swear.
I hadn't seen or talked to him in about 2 years.
Now I never will but I still don't regret it.
All the ghosts I know, I keep them locked up tight. I must be a fucking jar for all the shit I keep bottled up in me.
And I've decided that I want to be cremated. Fuck taking up space in the dirt. Fuck being worm food. I don't want to lie ROTTING in a box forever. I'd rather be nothingness. Scatter my ashes over the 99 - God knows I love driving up and down it.
This is closure.
"The time is gone, the song is over, thought I'd something more to say.."
My dad shot himself in the head last week.
I went from being shocked to upset to sad to angry to over it.
Honestly, he was just a burden on life and on our family.
And I mean that sincerely I swear.
I hadn't seen or talked to him in about 2 years.
Now I never will but I still don't regret it.
All the ghosts I know, I keep them locked up tight. I must be a fucking jar for all the shit I keep bottled up in me.
And I've decided that I want to be cremated. Fuck taking up space in the dirt. Fuck being worm food. I don't want to lie ROTTING in a box forever. I'd rather be nothingness. Scatter my ashes over the 99 - God knows I love driving up and down it.
This is closure.
"The time is gone, the song is over, thought I'd something more to say.."