Apr 19, 2004 21:55
I blame myself for every problem you have. I am sorry for anything I have not done thats met your standards. I hate to see you laying there helpless. Life isn't fair nor will it ever be. So for now alls I can do is lock my bedroom door and lock the harsh world of reality out.
I never realized it was this bad. If death is what you expect its what you are scared of most. I'm scared for you.
I scared for the future. Please don't leave me. Alls I want to do is hug you and never let go. I apperciate all and every sacrifice you have made for me. And I am sorry if you felt obligated to make them.
Its true. Look how they shine for you.