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6 AM: i wake up early cuz its christmas day. go wake mom up in her room, go down stairs and wake dad up whos sleeping on the couch only to find that i dont have any presents downstairs waiting for me. and i dont have a stocking. i feel like balling. i come upstairs and mom hands me a card, its got $100 in it, but thats not the fun in christmas, the fun is opening gifts that people got for you. right? wheres the fun in opening a card?
nick got me a diamond bracelet thats really pretty and i havent taken it off since he gave it to me.
im still upset. i really want to cry. we dont have a tree. we dont have presents. what the heck is this....this isnt christmas. im goin over nicks for 8 30. but i kinda wanna get there early cuz i just wanna lay with him and wimper and get it outa my system. i cant cry now cuz it will hurt my mom. i mean they did get me this wall unit entertainment center for my tv. its nice and all, but ya know? some other tiny gifts woulda been nice....i need to cry before my day continues. i feel misserable.
christmas isnt christmas any more.
nick got me a diamond bracelet thats really pretty and i havent taken it off since he gave it to me.
im still upset. i really want to cry. we dont have a tree. we dont have presents. what the heck is this....this isnt christmas. im goin over nicks for 8 30. but i kinda wanna get there early cuz i just wanna lay with him and wimper and get it outa my system. i cant cry now cuz it will hurt my mom. i mean they did get me this wall unit entertainment center for my tv. its nice and all, but ya know? some other tiny gifts woulda been nice....i need to cry before my day continues. i feel misserable.
christmas isnt christmas any more.