http://girillamook.livejournal.com/19211.html when i posted this, i thought i felt that way.
i was wrong.
now i really do and my heart is all tied in knots.
i never imagined this being so hard.
and why am i freaking out so bad? i'm hopelessly ridiculous...
so afraid to love you, and so afraid to lose...
looking for an answer to a choice i don't even have...