curious...
blah.
Life is good. It is finally going somewhere. Life is happy. People are happy. Things are changing, I am changing. Prayers are being answered and life is about to begin.
So why don't I feel good?
Is it nerves? Is something wrong? Am I not where I should be? Do I need to change something? Or am I just tired and worn out from my trip? Maybe I am just afraid of not keeping up the momentum. Afraid of what could and is going to happen.
Don't get me wrong. I am happy. I feel excited and happy and nervous all at the same time.
But that old familiar feeling likes to come back around...
Surrounded by people I love,
sometimes i still feel so alone.