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so, i thought i had a lot to say in here, but i guess i don't. or maybe it's just that i'm too afraid to say it, for whatever reason. this past month truly has been filled with the highest highs, the best times, the happy times. +, at the same time, it's filled with the lowest lows, the anger, the anxiety + stress, fear of growing too attached to the people, the places... just knowing that within the next month + a half, it's most likely going to end. just like daytona ended, just like the friendships fell apart. pretty soon the friendships here in st. auggie are going to be, a hello + a wave in backstreets. pauls leaving, and he basically hates me, which is always awesome, ya know? heh, i guess i just don't have enought energy or emotional strength to patch things up, anymore. andrew galvan wants to hang out tonight, that's going to be a major blast from the past. he's a comfort i haven't had in awhile, so, it will be nice. --- idk, what else i have to say. even so, up to this point, all i have done is babble randomly. idk. im finnished.