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i love how i never write in this. i dont know. school has started and i know i have a full plate of school, different courses or something or other, and im just letting everything float around in my mind instead of being organized about it. i know what i want for my life but im honestly too fucked up of a human being to care. hm, well maybe i should start caring and eventually (which is a word a really hate because it doesnt mean NOW) things will change for me and get better and i will be happy with my life and all that. I want to learn to accept that things cant just happen when i want then too, ugh but it is so hard. i need someone to spice up my life and stay put.