It's hard to want someone but know that it won't work out.
What the hell am i doing with my life?
Sure, I go to college but I only did decent on the last test we took because I got lucky. I dont have a car, a job, a boyfriend, a family willing to spend time with me, or anything. I sleep or sit in a chair all day while eating skittles saying to myself "You've got to study for your test on Tuesday." I never do.
My best guy friend is gone for the month having a wonderful time in a whole other state with all his friends and my best girl friend is moving in a few weeks. I wish she wouldn't move... We've had so many good times together and helped eachother get through high school. I don't want her to leave... Gah...here comes the waterworks.
I'm just lonely I guess. I don't really have anyone to go to at the end of the day to get a hug and a kiss or a phone call asking me if everything is alright. No one to hold my hand and comfort me... No one
Sure, I go to college but I only did decent on the last test we took because I got lucky. I dont have a car, a job, a boyfriend, a family willing to spend time with me, or anything. I sleep or sit in a chair all day while eating skittles saying to myself "You've got to study for your test on Tuesday." I never do.
My best guy friend is gone for the month having a wonderful time in a whole other state with all his friends and my best girl friend is moving in a few weeks. I wish she wouldn't move... We've had so many good times together and helped eachother get through high school. I don't want her to leave... Gah...here comes the waterworks.
I'm just lonely I guess. I don't really have anyone to go to at the end of the day to get a hug and a kiss or a phone call asking me if everything is alright. No one to hold my hand and comfort me... No one