Jul 12, 2005 22:18
ok im im hearing pink-just like a pill i think pink rox she was one of my favorite artist when i was younger my one of my favorite song was Family Portrait(well still is) well that song reminds me of my family well at lest now i hate my dad well i dont know that song just makes me think alot about everything you know......i dont know what to do im stuck here in vegas with nothing 2 do oh yeah im get the bass clarinet YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! something ive notcie about my mom she a strong woman after everything thats happen to her......i mean look at her she happy (crying)i wish i can be like that but i cant im stuck in my world of depression i have no escape i dont know what to do i want to happy but i cant something inside of me wont let me and its not fair i wish that back then (three years) i had never pick up a (my cousin are still here so i hope they dont read this)razer blade..... mabe things couid have been differnt mabe i dont know..... well its getting late bye