you have the power to destroy my will to live
I didn't feel up for school today, so I stayed home.
I get on & check my email. Anthony emailed me to tell me we should no longer be friends or anything.
This is a Jordan related entry, don't like it? Don't read it.
I really don't know what to do anymore. I truly don't. This is going to sound like the stupidest thing, but I think I'm in love with him. I hate myself for it, he's never going to feel the same way. Even if he could, he wouldn't let himself. I don't feel right not saying something to him, but if I did everything would be over. It would just be too much that he wouldn't want to deal with.
Things always have to suck for me.
On top of all that, no more nose ring for kayla : (. I took it out, & of course, I lost it.