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Anthony sent me an email the 13th & I just got it today because I never check my mail.
hey kayla. im just sitting here bored out of my mind. well actually ive been thinking. mostly about you. and it may sound corny what im about to say but who cares. i think your the most beautiful person i have ever met. you nice funny smart. and you overall just a really kickass chick. i love you so much that it hurts. you mean everything to me. if i lost you id be nuthing. everytime im around you i get the feeling i dont make you happy. and that i dont think that im a very good boyfriend to you. i dont know what to say to make you happy but i try somtimes. i just really really really love you and i hope we stay together along time. well i have to go now. so i guess ill ttyl. i love you. bye.
How did I let him get away? I screwed up so bad, but I'm doing my best to make things right again. I really think I can do it. He's at his grandparents house right now so we've only been able to email each other, but we have been for the past two hours or something. I love him so much, I hope things work out. [edit] Things did work out, we just got back together. YAY! ::kayla does a happy dance::
As for Jordan, the minute he asked me out we completly stopped talking like we used to. It's weird. Then today he went to his Lakehouse without letting me know. I don't think he was serious about us getting together, which is probably for the best. He's one of my bestfriends & I want it to stay that way.
This time I'm absolutely positive I know what I want. I want to be with Anthony. I want Jordan back as my bestfriend. I want to start getting better grades, stop skipping classes, I want to be a better person. I have to for things to work out right for a change, because I know they can.
Anyway, the pictures better work this time, I'm fucking serious.
MY pretty little whitley<33
shiloh<3 this picture doesn't show how pretty she really is.
whitley & anna, my niggas.
anna. thats my work right there & you totally know its hot.