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Okay, Shaina and I are not going to Hawaii. We are going to Miami and the Bahamas. :D STILL WAY AWESOME. I'm booking my flight on Friday and I'm so exciiiteeedddd!
I'm trying to not let the situation with Nick get to me or bring me down. That's not working so well. How do you fall out of love with someone who was giving you everything you ever said you wanted/needed??? And asking very very little in return!? I don't freaking understand. :'( He obviously still loved me at the end of March... so why the change? I did nothing to bring it on. :( He just... lost interest in me and my life, and stopped wanting to include me in any aspect of his. Ughhhh. I wish I understood how this happened. :(
If anyone knows a guy who meets the following criteria, please let me know.
Tall, cute, maybe Italian, funny, spontaneous, romantic, affectionate, cuddly, adventurous, passionate [about life and about relationships], outgoing, sensitive, emotionally stable, physically fit, likes to party but not too much, loves everything outdoors, wants to explore the entire world with me, is a family person, isn't flirtacious, is supportive of people in his life, and makes an active effort to keep relationships alive.
21 things. Is that too much? The old version of Nick, aka Nick a year ago, had 20 of these. Way to set the bar high. Now he has... 9.
......... I miss old Nick. That's the person I'm in love with. Not this hollow-shell, bitter, cynical, insensitive, asshole version of himself.
Sigh.
I'm trying to not let the situation with Nick get to me or bring me down. That's not working so well. How do you fall out of love with someone who was giving you everything you ever said you wanted/needed??? And asking very very little in return!? I don't freaking understand. :'( He obviously still loved me at the end of March... so why the change? I did nothing to bring it on. :( He just... lost interest in me and my life, and stopped wanting to include me in any aspect of his. Ughhhh. I wish I understood how this happened. :(
If anyone knows a guy who meets the following criteria, please let me know.
Tall, cute, maybe Italian, funny, spontaneous, romantic, affectionate, cuddly, adventurous, passionate [about life and about relationships], outgoing, sensitive, emotionally stable, physically fit, likes to party but not too much, loves everything outdoors, wants to explore the entire world with me, is a family person, isn't flirtacious, is supportive of people in his life, and makes an active effort to keep relationships alive.
21 things. Is that too much? The old version of Nick, aka Nick a year ago, had 20 of these. Way to set the bar high. Now he has... 9.
......... I miss old Nick. That's the person I'm in love with. Not this hollow-shell, bitter, cynical, insensitive, asshole version of himself.
Sigh.