i mustve done sumthin terrible to deserve everything thats happened to me...
SATURDAY:
definitely among the worst days of my life.
woke up at about 11:30 and ate breakfast. then i took a shower and got dressed and came downstairs to go online for a bit. we left the house to go to the dentist at about 1:15. we got there rite at 1:30 and waited for a little while. i went into the O.R. at 2:00 and she started operating at 2:30. in total she probably used about 15-20 shots of anesthesia. i was operated on for 5 hours and only got 2 of the molars out. she spent 2 hours and a half taking out the first molar because she had to cut alot of bone to get it out...not to mention that she said they were much larger than usual. then she took about 20 minutes to get the other one out...and then she spent another 2 hours and half trying to get the 3rd one out. she had it ready to come out and then she got distracted with her fone and she lost it. at one point even fat from my cheeks started coming out thru the hole. my teeth had started to chatter, my neck was hurting, and i started crying from the pain in my mouth....after a while i didnt want her to inject even more anesthesia....and thru the whole thing all i could think of was how i wished cecil were there next to me holding my hand. at the end she wasnt able to find the 3rd one and she was like ur gonna hav to take another x-ray and come bak so i can take out the other 2. id already been crying cuz it was hurting and that just made me cry even more. wen she finished stitching the 3rd hole i slowly got up and we left. the office was in a mall so we walked to the exit and my dad and my bro went to pick up the car. i was waiting with my stepmom (who is pregnant) and shes talkin to me saying dont pass out on me cuz i cant carry u and i smiled put my arm around her shoulder and told her dont worry....about 20 secs after i started to feel really sleepy and next thing i kno i hav a whole bunch of guys around me holding me up and sitting me in a chair. i could hardly open my eyes and i couldnt hear anything because there was a terrible wringing in my ears and i felt sooo cold and i was sweating and i started twitching and shaking really badly and i couldnt stop it. i started crying cuz i felt horrible and i couldnt stop twitching and i was terrified. wen i started to hear again there was this guy who was talking to me and to my stepmom and he was like we hav an infirmary so a couple guys helped me get out of the chair i was in and put me in a wheel chair. once i got to the infirmary they laid me on a bed/chair/table type thing and there was this guy holding my hand telling me to calm down and that everything would b ok and that theyd left ppl behind to let my dad kno and thar i had to breathe deeply in order to stop twitching and all i could think about was how i wished he was cecil...then my dad got there after like 5 mins and he held my hand and i was still twitching uncontrollably and i was still crying sumtimes more than others. after about 20 mins they called the dentist and she came down 10 mins after that and they were saying that the twitching was prolly caused by the shock i went into because of the anesthesia and that i was hyperventilating. she put a bag over my nose and mouth and told me to breathe in and out slowly...it didnt do much so she called her husband who is a doctor and told him to go to her office and they put me in a wheel chair and started to take me bak to the elevator and bak to her clinic. we had to go down some mechanical stairs and the guy who was taking me in the wheel chair and put me face first down the stairs....i almost fell out...if it hadnt been for my reflexes and this guy who was further down who rushed up to help me i wouldve fallen down the stairs and probably wouldve fractured sumthin. once we made it to her office they put me in the OR chair and we waited for her husband to get there. i had already taken the meds she had prescribed hours ago but apparently they werent working....i was still twitching and shaking uncontrollably. after a while her husband got there and they were discussing wat had happened and wat they should do and he ended up injecting me with a really strong seditive...after about 10 mins the twitching calmed down and we were able to leave and go home. we got home at 10 i think. they got the couch ready for me to sleep in cuz i had to sleep in a sitting position and my stepmom took my clothes off and put pjs on me. i told my dad to call my mom cuz she was prolly worried...he told her wat happened except the whole part about me fainting and twitching and stuff...then he passed me the fone and my mom was crying telling me everything would b ok..i couldnt help but cry wen i heard her voice. then my dad stayed up with me till i fell asleep which he said was about 3 AM and he went to bed at about 5 AM.
SUNDAY:
i woke up at 7:35 and spent another 2 hours in and out of consciousness. wen i woke up completely i took my meds and turned on the tv and tried to eat but it was totally uncomfortable. i barely ate the entire day and during the soccer final i was awake for the 1st half fell asleep for most of the 2nd half and woke up for the over time and forced myself to stay awake till the very end. i started clapping so hard wen they won that afterwards my hands burned....but it was all i could do cuz i couldnt yell at all which made me a lil sad lol. the dentist told me i couldnt talk for at least 48 hours. id woken up with my face looking totally deformed...as if i had put 2 balls in my mouth and they were proturding thru my cheeks. it was a pretty calm day...i spent it all watching tv and falling in and out of sleep.
TODAY:
my dad woke me up at around 6:30 cuz he was gonna take me to my aunts house because he didnt want me to b alone in the house.i spent pretty much the entire day sleeping. i woke up to take my meds went bak to sleep woke up for lunch and meds and watched a novela and fell asleep and woke up and decided to read and fell asleep until around 8. my dads car had stopped working and he was waiting for a toe truck. my cousin and my aunt took me home at 8:40. i got home and everything was ok...i was in a lil pain but i was ok...and then they started discussing that the lady had told them that on saturday they should hav the house in order and stuff and there was a buyer willing to pay cash and i figured out that they were talking about the house and my stepmom was like it must b a chavista (cuz theyre the only ones who could possibly pay for this house in cash) i got so pissed i went to my room and started crying which made the pain in my mouth worse but i didnt care...the i got up and came downstairs cuz i didnt want to b around them. my grandparents must turning over in theyre graves. i cannot believe theyre even considering selling the house to one of THEM. my dad later came down to give me a warm thingy to put on my cheeks and i couldnt even look at him. he asked me y i was mad and i told him my grandparents would b disappointed in him and he left. now my mouth is starting to hurt alot...
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